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ennui with innocence.

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 03:14:05 GMT

i have to hold onto this for a little longer.
i'm quite certain no one wants this username, anyway.
omg.

kayjayinmallowtea, stellarbeautifulecho, oh_sparksandjuice.

x
xx
alice

♥

i ♥ Satin Hooks' awkward urgency.

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:26:00 GMT

i've moved.

alarming! she's erotic

i've already subscribed. if you don't want me just don't subscribe back.

:D
♥

"it's cold enough to kill" ♥

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 16:00:35 GMT

slow morning.
slow day, probably.

i went collecting pictures of Ville Valo to spam a friend.

so.

my nose is so cold.
a few nights ago my mom told me that my fingers were always cold.

it's hard to type.
i'm listening to The Smyrk.
and they're so distracting & tragic.
god, i love them.
::dancing::

i want to be weightless, like in "evil" ;; Interpol.

beautiful sounds.

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 19:27:49 GMT

it turns out that i didn't lose everything.
everything was only hidden or moved or something.
i swear to you i'm close to tears listening to Judah Johnson & Satin Hooks.
i am beyond relieved and my heart is smiling.

however, in heartbreaking news, my camera is broken.
it's nearly impossibly to do anything with it anymore.

i hope your Christmas was beyond wonderfulamazing&beautiful.
mine wasn't but it was lovely enough.

"it's time to go to the rooftops."

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 14:26:38 GMT

♥

"tea solves all problems"

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 16:55:58 GMT

AOL Radio.
Indietronica, Electronica, Ambient, Brand New (Indie).
♥

i woke up really early this morning for no apparent reason & despite the fact that i stayed up until almost one am.
but, i love being up early in the morning by myself so.

i am a purevolume listener now. i equal tea. i still need friends and stuff like that. yeah.

Satin Hooks is more amazing than you x ten.
and Wildboyz is my heart.
<12333

"the earth. disguised. a way. don't blink. tonight."

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 16:09:06 GMT

my allergies have been destroying me.

and really. good sleep is for punks.
"beauty sleep is only for those who need it."

i've been lost in the earth-shattering & breathtaking tragedy of beautiful music that are The Smyrk && Deftones.

i might be able to camwhore later todayyyyy.
yesssss.

ohemgee.
i do believe i'm hearing a new song from The Used right now.
♥;;;
oh! The Used threesome♥

i love reading.

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 18:21:49 GMT

the computer crashed.
i've lost everything.
all of the music.
most importantly songs from Satin Hooks && The Rescue Plan that i can't get back.
i'm surprised i've not yet cried.

yesterday was a small kind of wonderful.
my oldest little brother and i were left at the library alone for about an hour.
i listened to Jeff Buckley ♥ i forgot how awesome he is.
i also listened to my favourites from the Garden State soundtrack.
i read through an issue of GQ, because the guys from Jackass were featured in their Men Of the Year thing.
i really wanted to rip out the page of pictures of the Jackass boys.
especially because of Chris Pontius. he's so cute.
there was a little thing about Ryan Gosling. his pictures were awesome because he smashed cake all over his face. ♥
and Lupe Fiasco was mentioned, too.
there was a gorgoeus boy meandering about most of them time we were there.
honestly, he was heavenly in his white hoodie (and dark sweatpants and beat up Chuck Boyds).

we went to Ci Ci's Pizza afterwards.
laughed about Seinfeld after we were drunk off of the food.

then we went to Barnes & Noble. ♥
i spent most of my time looking through music magazines, of course. Rock Sound & something else.
Deftones, Saosin, Incubus, Panic! At the disco, TV On the Radio, My Chemical Romance...<3
just as were leaving i noticed a book of Edgar Allen Poe-ness.
i decided to glance over it and discovered like three poems i'd never heard of.
i only had time to read two of them.
:{

then Wal*Mart where i bought a small wallet for my grandmother.
but last night while trying to fall asleep i decided that it was a stupid idea and next week i'm returning it and buying her something else.
probably a scarf.
i also decided to spam my lj about Treckett.

theskyiscloudytoday! :D

eating this pizza...

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 23:54:50 GMT

i miss my camera.
and i need a better one.

i've slipped back into an underwhelming haze.
mediocrity & fear.

i'm a fucking murderer.
but now i understand why going vegetarian is proving to be so difficult for me.

one. i know i can do it, so subconsciously i'm barely even trying.
two. my dad will not cooperate at all.
three. i'm not sure where to begin.

yeah.

i'll get it, though.

"you ought to know. you're just another avoiding disaster."

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 05:10:15 GMT

i need words.
& inner peace.
& sleep.